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August 21, 2012 22:29
19th August
First and foremost, Happy Eid ul-Fitr to all my faithful
readers. Even though this year
celebration is imbued with moderation, and I’m not feeling well. But, I take this as one of test from
Him. So, this year I’ll decided to pick
purple color as the theme color for baju raya.
Seriously it’s very cheerful color thou even though I like yellow
much. I loikeee. Thus, I wanna take this chance to ask for
your forgiveness for all my wrongdoings, if there are some of my writings had
annoyed you. Forgive me pleaseee. :) Oh,
may Allah flood your life with happiness on this occasion and may His blessings
will always be with you. Again, Happy
Eid people around the globe! ;)
Secondly, letter to myself.
Now, you have reached the age of 21. The key of freedom. Means that you have move one step forward in
your life. Once you move to the next
chapter of your life, the rest will be a history. Don’t look back but keep walking. I can’t guarantee you that your life would be
easier after this but it would be if you have no fear on moving forward. When you feel that your life is turning to a
whirlwind, get it under control slowly but surely. You have to keep in mind that there is always
more than one solution to any single problem.
You just need to figure it out yourself.
There’s no one but you who can fight for your life. Whatever it is, you have to remember that
“life is full of hardship”. So, please
don’t give up!
-Nana-
So, thanks everyone for all the wishes. Really appreciate it. Now, I’m already 1 year older and I really
don’t know how I feel. It is fun of
being an adult? -.-‘ ahhh, who cares.
Biar umur tua, janji jiwa muda.
HAHA. But still, I feel really
old. And my youth is like running
out. And now on top of that, I can say
that “I’m TWO decades old!” which sound
old. HAHA. But you can’t stop it! You will turn 21 whether you want it or
not. So, I told myself just chill ‘cause
everyone is facing the same thing.
There’s no big deal actually.
Plus, I’m still dependent on my parents, still in college and there
aren’t going to be any huge changes anytime soon.
I think it’s just the number itself that scares me. I just can’t stop thinking that the fact that
I’m not teen anymore. And the more we’re
getting old, the more responsibility we’re gonna take. So now, I’m getting one year closer to take
full responsibility for every aspect of my life. Seriously, it’s scaring the crap out of
me. Haisshh. Dear God, could you please simplify my life?
*begs
Okay over dah tu.
Anyway, I’m proud because my birthday is same day with Hari Raya which
means all people Muslim in this world celebrate it together. *applause ;D
Thirdly, on the same date.
My 2nd years Anniversary with Muhammad Syafiq. And it was a coincidence! HAHA. Okay,
you may be wondering how all this happened.
But, to flashback the memories of what happened a year ago wasn’t a good
idea, I guess. So, let’s just forget it
and let the memories remain. ;D by the way, to my dearest Muhammad Syafiq
Ramali, Happy 2nd years Anniversary Sayangs! Thanks for everything. I don’t have anything more to say in
here. Just you have to know that I can
be your ear, I can be your shoulder, but bear in mind that I always here to
hear you. I vow to love you, and no
matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way to get
back to each other. Love you. -lily-
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