Mimosa Pudica
3 in 1
August 21, 2012 22:29
19th August

First and foremost, Happy Eid ul-Fitr to all my faithful readers.  Even though this year celebration is imbued with moderation, and I’m not feeling well.  But, I take this as one of test from Him.  So, this year I’ll decided to pick purple color as the theme color for baju raya.  Seriously it’s very cheerful color thou even though I like yellow much.  I loikeee.  Thus, I wanna take this chance to ask for your forgiveness for all my wrongdoings, if there are some of my writings had annoyed you.  Forgive me pleaseee.  :)  Oh, may Allah flood your life with happiness on this occasion and may His blessings will always be with you.  Again, Happy Eid people around the globe! ;)


Secondly, letter to myself.
Now, you have reached the age of 21.  The key of freedom.  Means that you have move one step forward in your life.  Once you move to the next chapter of your life, the rest will be a history.  Don’t look back but keep walking.  I can’t guarantee you that your life would be easier after this but it would be if you have no fear on moving forward.  When you feel that your life is turning to a whirlwind, get it under control slowly but surely.  You have to keep in mind that there is always more than one solution to any single problem.  You just need to figure it out yourself.  There’s no one but you who can fight for your life.  Whatever it is, you have to remember that “life is full of hardship”.  So, please don’t give up!
-Nana-

So, thanks everyone for all the wishes.  Really appreciate it.  Now, I’m already 1 year older and I really don’t know how I feel.  It is fun of being an adult? -.-‘ ahhh, who cares.  Biar umur tua, janji jiwa muda.  HAHA.  But still, I feel really old.  And my youth is like running out.  And now on top of that, I can say that “I’m TWO decades old!”  which sound old.  HAHA.  But you can’t stop it!  You will turn 21 whether you want it or not.  So, I told myself just chill ‘cause everyone is facing the same thing.  There’s no big deal actually.  Plus, I’m still dependent on my parents, still in college and there aren’t going to be any huge changes anytime soon.  

I think it’s just the number itself that scares me.  I just can’t stop thinking that the fact that I’m not teen anymore.  And the more we’re getting old, the more responsibility we’re gonna take.  So now, I’m getting one year closer to take full responsibility for every aspect of my life.  Seriously, it’s scaring the crap out of me.  Haisshh.  Dear God, could you please simplify my life? *begs
Okay over dah tu.  Anyway, I’m proud because my birthday is same day with Hari Raya which means all people Muslim in this world celebrate it together.  *applause ;D


Thirdly, on the same date.  My 2nd years Anniversary with Muhammad Syafiq.  And it was a coincidence!  HAHA.  Okay, you may be wondering how all this happened.  But, to flashback the memories of what happened a year ago wasn’t a good idea, I guess.  So, let’s just forget it and let the memories remain.  ;D  by the way, to my dearest Muhammad Syafiq Ramali, Happy 2nd years Anniversary Sayangs!  Thanks for everything.  I don’t have anything more to say in here.  Just you have to know that I can be your ear, I can be your shoulder, but bear in mind that I always here to hear you.  I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way to get back to each other.  Love you.  -lily-




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