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MUET
March 26, 2011 14:34
 Live is getting pretty hectic nowadays. And now, I can’t manage my time well. MUET is around the corner. And follow then with final examination. Okay, MUET make me feel like craaazyyyy. Without any knowledge. Zero! Boleh tak cakap tawakal je… teehee^^ Plus my English become so suck. Stammering when start speaking in English. Damn! And I think I must start reviewing text book of MUET, internet, know a bit about current issues, general knowledge, and so on. Everyday bring dictionary. Haha, okay tipu =,= Hmmm, I have no idea yet. Just to inform my schedule. Will update soon. Toodles (:
simple updates
March 22, 2011 02:28
 Having a hard time these past few days. Everything is just a mess. Well, there are a lot of things that always lingering in the back of my mind, like A LOT. I might look like I’m a happy girl living in my own fantastic life. And I might look like I don’t have any food for thought. Heck. Deep in me, there’s misery scrambling for some quick exit to destroy me. Only ALLAH knows. While I was trying to appease all of my affliction, there will be emerge another miserable. *sigh. Typical sentence, if you were me, then you’ll know how hard for me to survive with the plenty of pitfalls in this life. But yup, I already got used to all this. These things are actually not new issues for me to face it but it has already become the old-stale-matter that I almost fed up to deal with it. I just feel like this is unfair for me. Huhu. For this current moment, I’m so convinced that no one could understand me. Yup, no one. Tell me, who could understand the person who seems like nothing big deal happened in her life? Hmmm. Well yeah, I got my own reason why I become like this. Time has changed me. As I’ve told before, LIFE TEACHES US. Oh, my post at this time around is quite flat and crowded with query. This is because of my mood swings. Touching cepat maaa. HIKHIK. I feel very bad and confused and jumbled. And it seems like I’ve lost my idea how to deal with it. So, forgive me, readers. Well, I hope tomorrow will be better than today and hopefully things will get back to normal. So that, my emotions can gets back on track. *hopeful. I guess, it’s time for me to stop writing, I mean typing. Have a nice 22nd of March earthling. Toddles. (: kite kamu
March 19, 2011 19:58
Relationships do not get easier. Every day is a struggle. Every day is a battle. It doesn`t get easier with time. In fact, it gets harder. The secret is finding someone who`s willing to be weak and strong with you at the same time. The secret is finding someone who`s willing to work with you and who will push you, challenge you, make it harder for you to leave. The beauty is in the struggle. happy 7th months :D  Alhamdulillah :)
March 17, 2011 16:25
 Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih Allah =)
bukan semua cantik subjektif
March 15, 2011 15:42
mamat ni terbaikkk :)
March 13, 2011 19:41
umrah
March 11, 2011 18:38
Tiba-tiba. Tu je yang boleh dikatakan. Naning call, nak datang rumah. After a short conversation, terus decide. “aku bagi masa 15minit je, tau dah siap!”. Amik kau, gelabah masing masing siap. Perjalanan diteruskan. Masa tak banyak. Tak tau sempat ke tak sampai ni. Full of drama. Kelakar. Banyak benda berlaku. Sesat jalan lah, langgar eksos bus lah, *betul ke eja tu?, uncle buah yang merepek-repek lah, jammed lah, kena saman lah, time time ni lah nak terberak lah, terkencing lah. Drama kan. HAHA. Bajet lah kau. Wiper, volume, air-cond, cermin. Gelak je. Padahal dah lambat. Dah sampai, lepas parking sesat pulak. Tak tau mana jalan nak pergi terminal. Time-time ni lah lift rosak. Berlari-lari. Dengan baju kurungnya. Tanya semua orang yang lalu. Keluar dari lift, tiba-tiba “ecah!!!” berpelukan. Rasa nak nangis. Nasib baik sempat. Borak-borak, gelak-gelak, pergi toilet lepaskan hajat, lama kan tak jumpa semua sekali. Meg tak ada. Penat kerja kan. Tapi bersyukur sebab dapat jumpa. Memang niat dapat hantar kau kat airport kan cah. Selamat pergi dan balik. Kami sentiasa mendoakan kamu (:  ada Nur ^^   **thanks Naning (: selamat pergi dan balik aisyah (:
March 9, 2011 13:39
jaga diri di sana nanti. kami sentiasa mendoakan kamu. doakan kami di sini. maaf tak dapat nak jumpa n hantar kamu di airport. memandangkan kami tidak mempunyai pengangkutan. hanya berharap kepada basikal yang hanya mampu sampai ke pantai poli je. diharap mendapat segala petunjuk dan sentiasa diberkati. nak nangis. ;( kami nak kamu tahu yang kami sayang kamu sangat-sangat. banyak kenangan sepanjang kita dekat poli ni. suka duka. sama je. adatlah bergaduh sikit-sikit. bertambah eratkan lagi perhubungan. maafkan saya kalau ada buat salah dan silap sepanjang perkenalan kita selama ini. saya gembira dan bangga mempunyai rakan seperti kamu. kamu fionaku. kamu honeystarku.  saya rindukan kenangan kita bersama   kami sayang kamu. -ahli kelab "I HAVE LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW GOOD A FRIEND IS, THEY'RE GOING TO HURT YOU ONCE IN AWHILE AND YOU MUST FORGIVE THEM FOR THAT"
tumblr
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 the new one. please visit peeps (: *click picture above, and you can go trough my tumblr's page. tq :D terbaikkk lah !
March 8, 2011 17:13
 click untuk membesarkan hikhik korang ada?? takde kan. HAHA :D
low self-esteem
March 7, 2011 21:23
Assalamualaikum Low self-esteem. I think everyone in this earth feel it. Macam-macam perkara dalam dunia ni boleh membuatkan kita rasa macam tu. Even perkara remeh sekalipun. Aku, tak terkecualilah dalam perkara macam ni. Terlalu memikirkannya sampai kadang-kadang boleh mendatangkan effect dalam diri. Think about it. Banyak perkara yang membuatkan kita jadi macam ni… Especially student. They got more pressure because of the environment. Tak kisah lah dari segi apa pun, kawan-kawan, lecturer, assignment, presentation, anything else. Kadang-kadang, bila semua tu dah membuatkan mereka jadi low self-esteem perkara yang remeh pun boleh dijadikan issue. It’s a normal thing.  Contoh lah kan, kita tengah semangat dalam memberi sesuatu idea atau statement, tiba-tiba one of our friend gelakkan apa yang kita statekan. On that time, kita akan rasa down gila. For a moment actually but ada je yang teringat sampai bila-bila. Hello friend, kenapa mesti perlu gelakkan ea? Apa yang kelakar sangat sampai membuatkan awak tergelak? Teruk sangat ke? Apa awak boleh ke bagi statement atau idea yang lagi bombastic? Ke sebab awak hebat? 4flat ke? 4flat awak sebab bodek lecturer ke? Or meniru dalam exam. Okay, luck awak lah kan. Orang bukan heran pun.  Besides, self-hate. While there are times when we all ‘hate’ who we are, loathing your thoughts and actions is a classic sign of low self-esteem. Self-hate is characterized by feelings of anger and frustration about who you are and an inability to forgive yourself for even the smallest of mistakes. Benda ni memang semua alami kan. Saya tak terkecuali.  Sama juga dengan ni, feeling worthless. We all doubt our ability in certain areas of our lives, but a deep-rooted sense of worthlessness comes from believing that somehow we are not as valuable as others. If this sounds familiar, it’s important to understand that feeling worthy isn’t something given to us by others, but something we have to build ourselves. Bukan kadang-kadang, even selalu je saya rasa macam ni.  Anger. Anger is a normal emotion, but one that gets distorted when you have low self-esteem. When you don’t think highly of yourself, you start to believe your own thoughts and feelings aren’t important to others. Repressed hurt and anger can build up, so something seemingly small can trigger outbursts of fury.  People pleasing. This is one of the biggest problems with low self-esteem is feeling you have to please others so that they like, love and respect you. As a result many people-pleasers end up feeling aggrieved and used. One solution, if we can't change our situation or ourselves, is to change our attitude towards such things. One way to do this is to list all of the good things we can find in any situation. This may be hard at first. Perhaps someone else can help you. Keep in mind that you are partly causing yourself to feel worse. When we feel bad, we try to make ourselves feel better by blaming anything and everything around us, but that can often just make us feel worse. The worse we feel the more we feel a need to attack something, anything just to unload these negative feelings. The problem is, however, that this does not really offer a long term solution even if it provides immediate relief. You need, instead, to look at what you can do to change how you perceive things in the first place. This means finding a more positive way of viewing yourself and your situation. LIFE TEACHES US. HAPPY 7th MARCH. TODDLES :) |
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