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March 22, 2011 02:28
Having a hard time these past few days. Everything is just a mess. Well, there are a lot of things that always lingering in the back of my mind, like A LOT. I might look like I’m a happy girl living in my own fantastic life. And I might look like I don’t have any food for thought. Heck. Deep in me, there’s misery scrambling for some quick exit to destroy me. Only ALLAH knows. While I was trying to appease all of my affliction, there will be emerge another miserable. *sigh. Typical sentence, if you were me, then you’ll know how hard for me to survive with the plenty of pitfalls in this life. But yup, I already got used to all this. These things are actually not new issues for me to face it but it has already become the old-stale-matter that I almost fed up to deal with it. I just feel like this is unfair for me. Huhu. For this current moment, I’m so convinced that no one could understand me. Yup, no one. Tell me, who could understand the person who seems like nothing big deal happened in her life? Hmmm. Well yeah, I got my own reason why I become like this. Time has changed me. As I’ve told before, LIFE TEACHES US. Oh, my post at this time around is quite flat and crowded with query. This is because of my mood swings. Touching cepat maaa. HIKHIK. I feel very bad and confused and jumbled. And it seems like I’ve lost my idea how to deal with it. So, forgive me, readers. Well, I hope tomorrow will be better than today and hopefully things will get back to normal. So that, my emotions can gets back on track. *hopeful. I guess, it’s time for me to stop writing, I mean typing. Have a nice 22nd of March earthling. Toddles. (: |